Fatigue

Yesterday turned out to be a bit tougher than I thought it'd be, any of my friends'l tell you when I get real tired I'm pretty terrible to be around and having not slept for ages and having a cracking headache all day I really was feeling bad. I should have tried harder to get some sleep but for some reason I just sat around watching TV and trying to read this information they'd given me on these ALL clinical trials. The lunch I cooked didn't help, followed the recipe and it wasn't bad but truth be told I ate waaaaay too much, even though I was full I kept eating and that made me feel reaaaally sick, infact I haven't eaten a full meal since yesterday lunch time it was that epic. Hopefully I'll feel alright later on tonight though, my girlfriend and I are going to cook an awesome curry and set off some fireworks, watch some Gavin & Stacey probably as well :)

It can be pretty tough to hear about everybody elses new years plans, especially when I think that I've been getting so tired recently there's a chance I might fall asleep before midnight anyway! Still I look forward to hearing all the stories from other peoples nights and checking the photo's obviously.

So yeah, last night was tough really and I got pretty upset but I to be honest it was 99% just because I was tired really, stuff tends to feel like its piling up when your that tired, I feel pretty good now. Just been down and bought myself a fuck off crate of fireworks! Looking forward to setting those bad boys off later on tonight, and I'm gonna start going through my curry cookbook and see if I can't find us the perfect curry for the evening.

I'm not due in the hospital until 1:30 so I've got a little while yet, looks like I'm due another intrathecal and some ambisone so I'll probably be there til around 4-5pm I'd have thought. Have to make sure they get to the bottom of this phantom nose biopsy I apparently had done as well... thanks private health care...